tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60780012011-07-21T06:48:29.039+08:00Ripped from a DSLAMgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.comBlogger1111100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1112260274569861632005-03-31T17:05:00.000+08:002005-03-31T17:11:14.570+08:00Funny how an online test can tell you exactly how you feel. This particular one, Colorgenics was pretty much interesting. Read on...You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1112207440479130952005-03-31T02:28:00.000+08:002005-03-31T02:30:40.480+08:00Think of Patrick Fugit in Almost Famous, and that's probably the best way to summarize my out of town experience with Moonstar88...only I'm Kate Hudson. Bwahahaha!The band was invited to perform at the town fiesta of Candon City, a coastal province in Ilocos Sur, where apparently, the Singson's rule. It was an agonizing seven-hour drive from Manila, but it was worth having in exchange for giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1106448871780415912005-01-23T10:53:00.000+08:002005-01-23T10:54:31.780+08:00This is my E True Hollywood Storygiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1092898843129750312004-08-19T14:57:00.000+08:002004-08-19T15:00:43.130+08:00Hi russ!!! I LOVE THE NEW LAYOUT!!!! It's so...polkaish. Hahahaha.
mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1085214396477529632004-05-22T16:15:00.000+08:002004-05-22T16:26:36.476+08:00
"A thousand eyes looking at me
but yours is the look that goes right through me
and I cannot hide from your stare
Should I let you in - do I dare
Some other hands have tried before
But yours is the touch that makes me want more and I
Cannot hide the urgency
To have you here lying with me because
Suddenly in my life
There's something that's got me mystified and I
Cannot fight it but I can try
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1084449890159231452004-05-13T20:04:00.000+08:002004-05-13T20:04:50.160+08:00the new layout for blogger.com rocks...but i still love my Live Journal! hehehehe! giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1084020540105504482004-05-08T20:49:00.000+08:002004-05-08T20:53:28.936+08:00abakada
A - Age: 23
B - Band listening to right now: Moonstar Otso-Otso
C - Career future: World Dominatrix
D - Dad's name: Rudy
E - Easiest person to talk to: Maysh
F - Favorite song: Hyperballad by Bjork
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Worms
H - Hometown: La Union
I- Isaw or Kikiam? Isaw
J - Job: Underpaid Phone Monkey
K - Kangkong: Adobo
L - Longest car ride ever: Manila to Ilocos Norte
M - giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1082945371735644662004-04-26T10:09:00.000+08:002004-04-26T10:15:18.293+08:00birthday song... for you, pat
perfect
i know we're just like old friends
we just can't pretend
that lovers make amends
we are reasons so unreal
we can't help but feel that something has been lost
but please you know you're just like me
next time I promise we'll be perfect
perfect strangers down the line
lovers out of time
memories unwind
so far I still know who you are
but now I wonder who I giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1082212214880212382004-04-17T22:30:00.000+08:002004-04-17T22:34:15.246+08:00how do you pick up the thread of an old life? how do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back? there are some things that time cannot mend, some hurt that goes too deep that have taken hold...giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1082123420889825222004-04-16T21:50:00.000+08:002004-04-16T21:54:19.576+08:00song of the moment
indifference
I will light the match this mornin', so I won't be alone
Watch as she lies silent, for soon night will be gone
Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I'm free to roam
Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in Hell...
How much difference does it make
How much difference does it make, yeah...
I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
Oh, I'll keepgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081434723366524052004-04-08T22:32:00.000+08:002004-04-08T22:35:51.483+08:00"we love what we love, not what loves us."
--from Adaptation
That's what makes us so fascinating. We are so often drawn to the things that hurt us or the things that we cannot have. We are passionate about them because they take us away from the mundane, trivial, commonplace things that make up our daily lives. waking up, working, sleeping next to the same person night after night, talking aboutgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081313275289660072004-04-07T12:47:00.000+08:002004-04-16T21:58:30.340+08:00yo, it's mah birthday!
even as a kid, i've never been excited for my birthday. maybe i just hate the idea of adding another year to your biological age, which doesn't really make sense if your emotional and intellectual age doesn't match to your real age.
i've also had some moments during my birthday, though. i believe it was my 21st birthday and ryam and i were living in that dingy giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081196940447785662004-04-06T04:29:00.000+08:002004-04-06T04:32:44.670+08:00russel is the #554 most common male name.0.015% of men in the US are named russel.Around 18375 US men are named russel!source namestatistics.comgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081113007882974132004-04-05T05:10:00.000+08:002004-04-05T22:06:19.780+08:00this is one of those days that i feel i am detached to my body. i feel that i am looking through the eye sockets of another person and experiencing his life. detached as i am, i keep on wondering everyday if this person's life is worth living.
despite all these, i am trying to fulfill my destiny, helping others to the best of my ability. yet, everything seems to be futile.
i envy those people giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081102261783545372004-04-05T02:11:00.000+08:002004-04-05T05:14:53.420+08:00wish list
with my birthday just around the corner, i decided to come up with a list of things that i want. it's surprisingly short and quite unachievable but i'm not asking too much i guess...if there's somebody who's kind enough who can grant me these wishes...please, i'm begging you! :)
1) undisturbed sleep for at least 12 hours that is not initiated by a sleeping pill or by alcohol. i want giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081095862300363052004-04-05T00:24:00.000+08:002004-04-05T00:33:30.170+08:00just watched the special features dvd of LOTR and i, surprisingly, found the hobbit foursome (without their costumes) sooooooo cute! anyways, here's a pic that i've found in some lj community. some boy-touching in there huh. :)
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081029309672148772004-04-04T05:55:00.000+08:002004-04-04T05:58:50.856+08:00the wonders of technology have recently hit me. just imagine how many people are there online everyday and then calculate the odds of meeting someone worth trusting. based on my experience, the chances are pretty slim, but hey...you'll never know. well, you know who you are...you can never imagine how you make my day. just a smiley that is being generated by your fingertips is enough to make giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1081022129666312082004-04-04T03:55:00.000+08:002004-04-04T04:42:57.780+08:00for you, x :)
the dance
Would you be interested in dancing with me?
And maybe tell me all your dreams
Talk to me like you would in your sleep
Don't censor anything
Cause i wanna hear everything
There's no innocence left to spoil
You can swear she's not a little boy
We'll fly tonight so far away
Where they will never find us
Use your wings and i will run fast
Cause that's what i do giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080729039899781012004-03-31T18:30:00.000+08:002004-03-31T18:34:16.653+08:00"i trust everyone...it's the devil inside them that i don't trust" - charlize theron as stella, the italian jobgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080728392218414632004-03-31T18:19:00.000+08:002004-03-31T18:33:10.000+08:00i couldn't help it...i called him up and finally he answered his phone just because i used the office phone. hearing his voice made me feel odd and miserable. as i expected, he was really cold during the two-minute conversation. he said we would talk soon and i was like..."ok".
i feel wrecked. i couldn't even smile anymore. the humor in me has been sucked out and has been replaced by the giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080556383974561192004-03-29T18:33:00.000+08:002004-03-29T19:09:51.466+08:00...
it's only been a day and yet i feel so incomplete that i don't have you. your smile, your breath, your warmth, and your complexities have been haunting me in my sleep. maybe you are right, there are some people who are insane to be loving someone so much that they could not let go despite the pain. maybe i am one of those kind of people. maybe i am really destined to take care of you, to giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080507002515733432004-03-29T04:50:00.000+08:002004-03-29T05:20:48.746+08:00dearest,
you know how difficult this is for me but there is no easy way to say this so i'll just say it. i am saying goodbye not because i do not love you anymore but because i believe that you still have to search for the ultimate source of your happiness. i have thought about it before i wrote this letter and i came to the conclusion that it is something that needs to be done before things giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080492557658290382004-03-29T00:49:00.000+08:002004-03-29T01:08:19.170+08:00song of the moment
burnout
o wag kang tumingin
ng ganyan sa akin
wag mo akong kulitin
wag mo akong tanungin
dahil katulad mo
ako rin ay nagbago
di na tayo tulad ng dati
kay bilis ng sandali
o kay tagal din kitang minahal
kung iisipin mo
di naman dati ganito
teka muna teka lang
kelan tayo nailang?
kung iisipin mo
di naman dati ganito
kay bilis kasi ng buhay
pati tayo natangay
tinatawag giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080201525174976922004-03-25T15:58:00.000+08:002004-03-25T16:02:13.170+08:00ras...ur birthday is just around the corner...mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1080077726101702662004-03-24T05:35:00.000+08:002004-03-29T00:53:55.450+08:00one is the loneliest number
so...i'm not so strong after all. yesterday my whole world just got broken into pieces. my team lead just discovered that i had one POSE score for the first month of january and unfortunately, it was a zero. it sucks because that pulled down my stats big time. it doesn't make me feel any better that one incidence of absence would result into two months of being almostgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1079966292129037342004-03-22T22:38:00.000+08:002004-03-22T22:41:36.653+08:00the diary of black mumba
after a month of being an excellent employee by not giving in to the temptation of being late or absent, i am now officially under performance improvement for two months. it doesn't matter that my stats have sky-rocketed (okay, i'm exaggerating!), i have been placed in a juvenile rehabilitation program because i have to absent myself just one last time for being sick. giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1079688257786033412004-03-19T17:24:00.000+08:002004-03-19T17:27:38.093+08:00Your name of Russel has made you practical, systematic, and thorough. This name encourages the expression of leadership and organizational skills, shrewdness, and analytical ability. You are mathematically adept and have great patience with work of a detailed nature such as bookkeeping, accounting, or technical research. Particular about your material possessions, you keep everything you own in aPatnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1079640305840027022004-03-19T04:05:00.000+08:002004-03-19T04:08:25.653+08:00crossroads
Sometimes we do things and we don't know why. Sometimes we know why and we know that the reasons are unreasonable but we do them anyway. Sometimes we choose what hurts us. Sometimes we choose the people that hurt us and we give them permission to. I don't think that we're stupid or that we're irresponsible or that we get hurt because we're not careful. I think that sometimes, we just giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1079283329120283642004-03-15T00:55:00.000+08:002004-03-15T00:58:42.590+08:00whatta coincidence! i escalated a call to second tier and the agent's name is patrick. he was so nice and accomodating even though the issue is a little bit out of scope of support. he took over my case and guess what...his user id is PC4878. hmmm... interesting!giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1079276981743738992004-03-14T23:09:00.000+08:002004-03-14T23:27:07.123+08:00jessica zafra's "label suits"
I don't know about you people, but I cannot hear the word boyfriend without repressing a shudder. Such an odd word, at once archaic and bubblegummy: I imagine the Sampaguita stars of the sixties clutching the branches of mango trees and breaking into song. How awful it is to run into old friends while dining out with new object of one's affections: you are obliged giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078951562906999662004-03-11T04:46:00.000+08:002004-03-11T04:49:11.246+08:00i'm getting worried. :( i hope everything's ok with you! sometimes, the bravest of all warriors is the one who does not fight. i miss you!Patnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078924696606038782004-03-10T21:18:00.000+08:002004-03-10T21:21:24.890+08:00the fiction of forbidden fruit
sometimes you give in to the thrill.
the moment just spills onto your lap and you feel like dabbing the stains away but you choose not to.
you let the feeling overcome you. you let the discomfort, the awkward elation just take hold of you. you prolong the sensation because you know that just as quickly as this sensation comes, it will leave you... in a flash, giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078853953045199162004-03-10T01:39:00.000+08:002004-03-10T01:42:20.076+08:00Russ.. i only scored 72%. passing is 80% :( hehe.. anyway, you're not online. we'll just have our lunch ok?! byee...Patnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078722202213376442004-03-08T13:02:00.000+08:002004-03-08T13:06:27.513+08:00russ,
paki alis yung linkout sa blog ko. thanks. btw, and galing ng latest entry mo.
nadepress ako.mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078697406615897702004-03-08T06:10:00.000+08:002004-03-08T06:13:11.450+08:00another day
I think I'll go home now
It's been the greatest day
Thank you for shedding life to my fantasy
Throw me a wicked smile
The one like yesterday
That threw me up and away to the evergreen
Like a spiral staircase
Down i go
Losing every step
I sense an earthquake I.L.U.
Don't even know how to say
When will it break
Today is gone
But tomorrow will be okay
I'll wait another giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078691219293430772004-03-08T04:26:00.000+08:002004-03-08T04:30:03.873+08:00New age and technology. All the things cool andsheek just comes natural to you. You knowwhat's happening in Japan bring a professionalSNAG type of image to the world. You're theModern Technology type of Gay Guy.
What type of gay guy are You? brought to you by Quizilla
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078690964730830192004-03-08T04:22:00.000+08:002004-03-08T04:25:49.246+08:00hi russ! just dropped by to say i'm home. bat di kaw online? :( anyway, sleep early tonight ok?! i hope to see you early tom punta tayo greenhills pag nagising me ng maaga ok!? take care on your way home ok?!!!! byeeers.Patnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078596208797465662004-03-07T02:03:00.000+08:002004-03-09T03:04:53.263+08:00twenty-something
i was updating myself with the recent wta rankings and i came across martina hingis' player profile. i can still remember her glory days back in when she was 19 and her trick shots beat the crap out of those williams sisters. eventually, women's tennis has been redefined from finesse to power and the likes of serena, venus, amelie, and those giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078235792944737042004-03-02T21:56:00.000+08:002004-03-02T21:59:29.780+08:00everyone needs to be found
lost in translation finally hit movie screens here in the philippines i watched it with my boy. all throughout the movie, i was trying to figure out what moved so many critics to lauding it as one of the best films of last year. it isn't hard to understand why.
while i am a fan of hollywood and the usual hollywood summer blockbuster, i am also a fan of good giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078115070805276632004-03-01T12:23:00.000+08:002004-03-01T12:27:26.216+08:00renee zellweger just won the oscars...:Pmayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1078075838920982972004-03-01T01:30:00.000+08:002004-03-01T01:33:33.936+08:00ellow rusty.. how are you doing? hope you're doing great! I posted a letter for you in my blog. check it na lang po! miss you!Patnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1077838851104613162004-02-27T07:40:00.000+08:002004-02-27T07:43:41.810+08:00aux 9 - continuing education
Lately, i've been thinking about my life: the past, the present and the future.
With the recent events in my job, I've come to the conclusion that I could have done better, but if I did, i would have been more narrow in focus when it comes to what I've experienced. It's annoying to realize, but i think i've shotgunned my life.
I now have the option of becoming giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1077754266096440872004-02-26T08:11:00.000+08:002004-02-26T08:13:55.873+08:00rhymes of the heart
i have watched you before in silence and i have seen the way you fall;
you do not care to see my yearning as i blindly heed to your call.
there are no words formed from the shaping of your mouth:
only the still, sharp sound of the piercing of your heart.
why must you break yourself against a heart that's made of stone?
why should you curse your fate of feeling so alone?giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1077498703546499102004-02-23T09:11:00.000+08:002004-02-23T09:14:29.263+08:00the "ex" degrees of separation
it's funny how time conspires with time and picks on you, out of nowhere, with one blow of surprise...
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1077077476151645042004-02-18T12:11:00.000+08:002004-02-18T12:13:55.233+08:00dammit, i wrote this?
only my heart
i do not dare even try to paint your portrait
i fear my hands do not have the skill to capture the perfection of your skin;
the curves of your lips, the gentle stucture of your face...
there are no colors rich enough to show the deep glow of your soft eyes...
that gleamed more delicately than the first rays of morning when i first gazed into them.
i cannotgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076906893123499632004-02-16T12:48:00.000+08:002004-02-16T13:58:32.233+08:00a late valentine's reflection
love is only love if it tears you apart. at least that's what they like to tell you. love is supposed to be all-consuming. it's supposed to take all of you. the only problem is, it usually takes most of the good parts.
whenever people go separate ways, it's always hard for both people, the one who leaves and the one who gets left behind. there are always going giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076742090698548792004-02-14T15:01:00.000+08:002004-02-14T15:04:04.513+08:00one bitchy line...
Forgive me for thinking so but only cowards attack with accusations or presumptions when you're not sitting face to face. It's like being on the phone with someone who has their aim locked on you and you don't know where to look.
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076597418164908732004-02-12T22:28:00.000+08:002004-02-16T14:09:03.123+08:00transition
staying in the office has been my "hobby" for the past few days. Instead of partying and boinking, i decided that I should be more productive and render 18 hours of overtime work, which, by the way, is not easy at all. I didn't take in that much calls but then again, providing floor support for the transition agents is far more challenging. It's like dealing with my five multiple giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076458737090231922004-02-11T08:18:00.000+08:002004-02-11T08:21:26.090+08:00ah hurm.....mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076451111543230932004-02-11T06:11:00.000+08:002004-02-11T06:14:20.530+08:00Testing 123 :)Patnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076432810032827812004-02-11T01:06:00.000+08:002004-02-11T01:09:54.716+08:00stop breaking my shell...it's already been broken...
Rusty. My co-worker, my friend, my confidante, my heaven sent. A divine creature of heavenly beauty. Rusty's an achiever, a hardworking person who has an intoxicating, captivating, sexy mind! I've been an avid fan and witness to Rusty's many moments of joy and darkness and what I can say now is that he has proven himself to be a true friend, giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076398301561509382004-02-10T15:31:00.000+08:002004-02-10T15:34:09.436+08:00infatuation vs love
Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another.
Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076303138046487802004-02-09T13:05:00.000+08:002004-02-10T12:39:06.810+08:00what's your purpose?
"not all wanderers are aimless."
--mona lisa smile.
i watched it last night with pat and maych at festival mall. it was expectedly as light and pretty as one would imagine. of course, i've always been a fan of chick flicks (one of my "comfort movies" is the first wives club) and while it wasn't that heavy on drama, it did boast some memorable lines (like the one above) giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076294486183586912004-02-09T10:41:00.000+08:002004-02-09T12:12:14.686+08:00your words melt my heart...
Dear...
When more than one week passes and I hear nothing from YOU, I feel as if I've done something foul to drive YOU away. When a simple week goes by with no words from your keyboard, I sigh and suppose that your extremely busy life keeps YOU from the computer. When a few days go by without one of your intelligent, heartfelt notes, I feel empty like a chalice giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1076030553529744492004-02-06T09:22:00.000+08:002004-02-09T12:11:18.546+08:00for history purposes:
"ewan ko ba kung bakit ipinipilit ko ang sarili ko sayo. Alam ko namang walang mangyayari kundi masasaktan lang ako ulit. Wala kang ginagawang mali. Naging isa kang mabuting kaibigan. Tanga lang ako para umasa na mararamdaman mong gusto kita at mahal na kita. At lalong tanga ko dahil inisip kong baka balang araw matutunan mo ring mahalin ako. Ewan ko. Nalulungkot lang ako. mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1075697476302633502004-02-02T12:51:00.000+08:002004-02-02T12:53:33.530+08:00pag-alis
Kung wala ka ng gustong sabihin
Wag ka ng tumingin ng ganyan
Kung bukas ako'y kalilimutan
Sana naman ngayo'y di mo na isiping ako'y tawagan
At habang may panahon wag na nating hintaying
Lumalim pa at masakit ng tanggapin
Ang pag-alis ng iyong liwanag
Na gumising sa mahabang gabi
Ika'y langit pero baka masanay
At di kakayanin ang iyong pag-alis
Kung wala ka ng gustong marinig
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1075620959494417232004-02-01T15:35:00.000+08:002004-02-01T15:38:15.076+08:00high school life...oh my high school life
Ang saya saya naman nito! Wala rin akong magawa kaya ineffort ko na rin... eto ang aking mga kasagutan!
1. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag-flag ceremony?
-- ala lang...kasi tumatambay pa kami sa classroom bago magflag ceremony. kung minsan di mo lang feel magflag ceremony tapos pag naabutan ka ni Betty Boop (principal namin), paglilinisin ka niya nggiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1075170259395368202004-01-27T10:24:00.000+08:002004-01-27T10:26:27.920+08:00russ,
i hope you werent offended with the acetaminophen lecture on amine substituent and acetyl group in para positions. sorry talaga. couldnt take my mind off the phenolic ring.
i know 7 AM lang kanina.
drawing ko na lang later for you...the chemical structure i mean.
quit patronising me,
may (flower!)
mayshnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1075099947728733662004-01-26T14:52:00.000+08:002004-01-26T14:54:34.670+08:00so what do you plan to do??? where yah going? russ, I believe you kahit kagabi naging pasaway ka. keep it up kiddo. here's for you:
birches (robert frost):
I’d like to get away from earth awhile
And then come back to it and begin over.
May no fate willfully misunderstand me
And half grant what I wish and snatch me away
Not to return. Earth’s the right place for love:
I don’t mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1075099239920965992004-01-26T14:40:00.000+08:002004-01-26T14:43:31.733+08:00independence day
i didn't go to work... for the simple fact that i don't want to. i just love the freedom. nobody restricts me. ang saya saya. i think i want to run away from the city even just for a week. i want to be a free soul and get enlightened on my new found sense of spirituality. even though nobody believes me, i know in my heart that i am almost complete. really... all i need is god!
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1075094471945160762004-01-26T13:21:00.000+08:002004-01-26T13:23:19.216+08:00pssst....
russ, pumasok ka ba? please answer me. im worried!!!
di kita magising gising kanina. grabe. di ka naman cguro nagsuicide or something?
mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074834874754689952004-01-23T13:14:00.000+08:002004-01-24T13:27:17.530+08:00praise the lord!
Inside of my heart
Is an army of angels
Just cause i let you go
Oh volunteers they are here
To love and help me
Only cause i said no
To the killer eyes
That invite me to do things
I would have to lie about
And it's better now we are safe
You know i love you more from far away
Now that all i need is God
Hey little girls
Do you still have things that haunt you
Are giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074748848082893412004-01-22T13:18:00.000+08:002004-01-22T13:22:49.843+08:00pak da shet!
aray...tangina ang sakit nung ah... bakla wala namang personalan!!!!! lahat na yata nakakaramdam ng sakit na dapat maramdaman ko puwera na lang ako. nakasinghot ba ko ng sampung bote ng novocaine? in all fairness, nagusap kami kanina. good mood ito. naiwan pala niya telepono niya. masyado lang nga akong nagiisip (yeah right, keep on telling that to yourself). favor! pakiuntog nga giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074732440964255962004-01-22T08:47:00.000+08:002004-01-22T08:49:22.296+08:00a doormat's tale
by : mayflower aka yesha
pasok ka lang
ipunas ang paa
tapos deadma na
labas ulit
di alintana kung may duming
permanenteng madidikit
paulit ulit
di ko man masambit
alam kong alam mo rin
sige pa sige pa
andito lang naman ako
palaging nakaabang sayo
kung madumi na at di na kaya
wag naman sanang palitan
wag din namang kalimutan
pero sana di naman palaging ganito
laging mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074555478354017222004-01-20T07:37:00.000+08:002004-01-20T09:15:14.030+08:00Insecurity
you don't call
I check again
I become uneasy-
is this a frame?
Suddenly I'm not so sure
I check my sources
each conversatoin becomes a crumb
how easily I'm led
how stupid I've been
to believe
you could be
loving me
you who can not be seduced
by anything other than
the temperance
of need
each one facilitating the next
and suddenly I see my place
the phone rings
you say hello
but mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074480950321679382004-01-19T10:55:00.000+08:002004-01-19T10:57:47.390+08:00plagiarism ito!
hayan na!!!!!!!!! inacknowledge ko na!!!!!!!!!! hehehe...
eh ano naman gagawin mo sa baguio? magbabakasyon din ng one month parang si ryam? hay naku... ala lang... i am so defressed with an F. later na ko mag-uupdate... para masaya. same shit different day lang ako ngayon.
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074474795937144872004-01-19T09:13:00.000+08:002004-01-19T09:34:47.483+08:00russ, hinay hinay...
steady lang tayo ok?
at bat di mi inacknowledge kung sino sumulat ng kantang yan...si ebe.... si ebe dancel.
lagot ka. matsutsugi ka nun. parang si reiman sakin.
i can completely relate to what u r encountering at work. buti ka nga may 7-1 eh. eh ako 7-4 na. na shelf pa yung isang study ko. darn it!
im going to baguio by hook or by spank.mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074429088574645922004-01-18T20:10:00.000+08:002004-01-19T10:40:05.280+08:00unang araw
sadya ba talagang ganyan
palakad lakad kat nakatungo, san patungo?
ngayong wala ka na kelangang
masanay na muling nag-iisa
san ka na kaya?
wag mo akong sisihin
kung minsan ika'y hanapin
ito ang unang araw na wala ka na
nasanay lang sigurong nandyan ka
di ko inakalang pwede kang mawala,
ayan na nga
nababato...nalulungkot...
luha'y napapawi ng singhot
at talukbong ng kumot
wag mo giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074311033757440452004-01-17T11:43:00.000+08:002004-01-17T11:45:48.263+08:00pambasted
Aragorn to Eowyn:
" It is but the shadow and truth that you love. But I can not give you what you seek." giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074239057237171522004-01-16T15:44:00.000+08:002004-01-16T15:46:10.623+08:00noodles and spice, prozac and ice
i have valid excuses for not updating the journal for two days. i had my days off and in all fairness, nakakasawa na talagang mag-internet. officially, i have a 7am to 4pm job but as i can see it, i am just working from 7am to 1pm and the rest of the day, i am just blogging, friendstering, hi5ing, myspaceing, ringoing at kung ano ano pa na nasa internet.
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074214418692182762004-01-16T08:53:00.000+08:002004-01-16T08:55:31.560+08:00ang saya saya...
kay hirap palang...umibig sa di tamang panahon
eh kelan ba ang tamang panahon?
kung bakit ngayon ko lang natagpuan ang isang katulad mo..
di kana nakuntento..meron kana ngang jowa..hanap ka pa ng sum1 better..
sana noon pa kita nakilala
sa tingin mo ba kung nakilala mo sya nuon at single kapa..magugustuhan mo sya?
sana noon pa lang ng ang puso ay malaya pang magmahal..
ehgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1074066211597558672004-01-14T15:43:00.000+08:002004-01-14T15:45:22.280+08:00poem of the moment
for you russ...i wrote this last 7/6/01 6:15:30 PM. na isave ko pala sa hotmail account ko. that day i wrote this (in pampanga,) i was observing my parents while they're having a huge fight. i dont know if this is pauso or couples really go thru this.
comfortably empty
you creep into the night’s shadow
without a word without a kiss
without a hug after a long day that we mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073975948483048472004-01-13T14:39:00.000+08:002004-01-13T14:42:44.316+08:00stolen from dyakks
valentayns nanaman..
naalala ko nung araw na pinana ni kupido ang puso nating dalawa..
parang may fireworks..
valentayns nanaman..
naalala ko yung unag beses nating pinagsaluhan ang araw na ito..
parang kulang na lang langgam..
valentayns nanaman..
naalala ko yung panahong sinuong nating ang luha at ngiti..
parang kayang kaya natin ang mundo..
valentayns nanaman..
naalala giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073884018789683802004-01-12T13:06:00.000+08:002004-01-12T13:07:19.806+08:00hi russ!!! :)
mayshnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073868912319163042004-01-12T08:55:00.000+08:002004-01-13T13:16:05.163+08:00one...two...three... ngeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073796743788576972004-01-11T12:52:00.000+08:002004-01-11T12:52:43.940+08:00this post kinda comforted me... stolen from deusxmchn
Relationships forever rob you of your inner peace, that relative peace without which you soon realize all is chaos. And yet when you're single, you're willing to give up just about anything and everything for one.
Lost, alone, with no seeming purpose, no raison d'etre, you proclaim your misery in occassional lachrymose outbursts, lamenting giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073787827177541562004-01-11T10:23:00.000+08:002004-01-11T10:39:11.340+08:00bahay bata
ewan ko kung bakit ganyan ang pamagat nitong post na to. basta kasi gusto ko lang sabihin na medyo nagulantang ako pagpasok ko sa bahay namin kagabi. nakakawindang ang tumambad sa aking paningin. may bagong install na furniture na di ko talaga maubos maisip na after 6 months na pagtira sa apartment na yun, first time na makakatikim ng bahay ng upgrade. nakakatuwang nakakalungkot.
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073787529830137292004-01-11T10:18:00.000+08:002004-01-11T10:22:39.023+08:00kaibigan lang pala?
may mga taong pang-kama, taong pang-relasyon, meron ding pang-kaibigan lang. pakiramdam ko, i belong to the latter. may mga lalaki sa buhay ko na ewan ko kung bakit mas prefer nila kong maging kaibigan lang. i mean, ok lang naman... pero ang kaso, kung hanapin nila ko sa workstation ko, parang jowa ang turing nila sa kin. ang gulo nga eh. parang di ko magets. nandiyan giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073785261931462272004-01-11T09:41:00.000+08:002004-01-11T09:41:22.353+08:00I am The WorldThe World represents the moments when we feel fulfilled and blessed and all that goes into them. It is a very positive sign that you are in a position to realize your heart's desire. What that is for you depends on the situation, but it will always feel great. Remember, though, that Card 21 is a symbol of active contribution and service. To hold the World in our hands, we must give giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073634742509512282004-01-09T15:52:00.000+08:002004-01-09T15:52:42.936+08:00there and back again...
reminds me of ryam
Elvish
To which race of Middle Earth do you belong? brought to you by Quizilla
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073632729320524802004-01-09T15:18:00.000+08:002004-01-09T15:19:09.413+08:00random thoughts...
- just got my new cellphone yesterday. twas not what i was expecting it to be but then again okay lang. it's much better than my 3100 though it has less ring tones and less wallpapers. now at least i have a cam. the only thing that i don't like much about my phone is the casing. i bet the transparent casing is so goddamn expensive!
-two nights ago my lust for Justin giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073545853587122092004-01-08T15:10:00.000+08:002004-01-08T15:11:13.510+08:00pakshet!
maling desisyon! shiyet! i need a phone now!!!!!!!!!!!!!giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073270936547401912004-01-05T10:48:00.000+08:002004-01-05T10:49:15.233+08:00when nature said "stop quiet!!!!!!!!"
our house is starting to become a home again. maychelle's brother jay and his fiancee ate amie just moved in yesterday and occupied ryam's bedroom. it feels nice to go home now as compared to the past few days when i was considering robinsons galleria as "my home" (with chinese inscriptions...hehehe). just the idea of not being alone at home makes me feelgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073234417177656772004-01-05T00:40:00.000+08:002004-01-05T00:43:51.760+08:00be the difference in a quotient entry # 1
maychelle and i had coffee at starbucks podium two nights ago. we were having our usual "honeymoon stage' talk and then i noticed this cute chinito guy at the other table. and this conversation transpired
me: i don't know but i'm having a liking for chinito guys nowadays
maych: yeah i know, and before when you were chatting you would always ask "are yougiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1073030359356027392004-01-02T15:59:00.000+08:002004-01-02T15:59:59.813+08:00shiyet sana totoo
Colin Farell
Please rate this quiz I worked hard on it thanksand I hope that you had fun
What Celebirty are you going to MARRY?!(14 outcomes with pics for anyone) brought to you by Quizilla
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1072776741066175082003-12-30T17:32:00.000+08:002003-12-30T17:32:38.293+08:00si belinda kabit yon, ako legal wife. Bahay ko harap main road, sa kanya side road langgiantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1072421127685269232003-12-26T14:45:00.000+08:002003-12-26T14:45:43.830+08:00reminds me of the hours
Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1072146184487539522003-12-23T10:23:00.000+08:002003-12-23T10:23:19.960+08:00daggumit! even this quiz thinks i am pathetic!
Call Center Lifer
You've worked here since it was 5 people in aone-room office. You might remember when youcould smoke at your desk. People feel a littlesorry for you because you're still a CSR, butyou're actually happy here. The people arefriendly and you get to live your life mostlyin peace. Congratulations! You are what everycall center employee giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1072070726117187092003-12-22T13:25:00.000+08:002003-12-22T13:26:00.956+08:00Congratulations! You're Haldir!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you? brought to you by Quizilla
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1071982515973248732003-12-21T12:55:00.000+08:002003-12-21T12:55:30.540+08:00not pretty enough
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1071672965874690982003-12-17T22:55:00.000+08:002003-12-17T22:56:20.326+08:00You are O-Ren Ishii, leader of the Japaneseunderground. You became the world's greatestassassin at the age of 20, and early in yourlife you witnessed the murder of your parentsat the hands of a brutal crime lord.
Which Kill Bill Volume 1 character are you? brought to you by Quizilla
giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1071484316292884732003-12-15T18:31:00.000+08:002003-12-15T18:32:09.620+08:00for patrick
I Like For You To Be Still
Pablo Neruda
I like for you to be still
It is as though you are absent
And you hear me from far away
And my voice does not touch you
It seems as though your eyes had flown away
And it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth
As all things are filled with my soul
You emerge from the things
Filled with my soul
You are like my soul
A butterfly of dream
And giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1071397862150575992003-12-14T18:31:00.000+08:002003-12-14T18:31:15.256+08:00emptycrayonbox in five yearsOccupation: Singing AttendantPrized possession: An intravenous spoon.Favourite film: The Matrix: RehypedAge difference: Five years older.LiveJournal Blurty NeitherFully coded by ianiceboy giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1071379832176407262003-12-14T13:30:00.000+08:002003-12-14T13:30:45.206+08:00huwaaaaaaaaaaatttttt?????
me: where are all the great men? i'm not even doing anything and yet i am being rejected. this can't be happening!
maysh: shit happens!giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1071023653100480682003-12-10T10:06:00.000+08:002003-12-10T10:37:05.106+08:00karma chameleon
kar·ma Etymology: Sanskrit karma fate, work
often capitalized : the force generated by a person's actions held in Hinduism and Buddhism to perpetuate transmigration and in its ethical consequences to determine the nature of the person's next existence
yesterday was definitely filled with "ups and downs" and "peaks and valleys". tami called me up at around 5am and when i giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1070848027193325082003-12-08T09:47:00.000+08:002003-12-08T09:47:55.136+08:00while you were sleeping
i'm feeling sluggish yesterday because i only had sleep for 2 hours. then i was fortunate enough to get 11 hours of sleep after getting off from work. now i'm still feeling sluggish because of oversleeping. i hate it!giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1070694691428804302003-12-06T15:11:00.000+08:002003-12-06T15:11:42.663+08:00four seasons of loneliness
it's so unusual that i haven't got out from my shell during my days off. last thursday i was supposed to go to malate. i actually have dressed up already but then again when i took a look at myself in the mirror, i came to the realization that going out woudn't fill the void. earlier that morning, while i was washing the dishes, i remembered those days when i was giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1070435583610467902003-12-03T15:13:00.000+08:002003-12-03T15:13:45.980+08:00i heart manila
after getting out from work yesterday, tami and i went to robinson's for some coffee. he mentioned something about going to japan or something and establish a career there. i expressed my opinion that i have the philosophy that i can i make it big ... and i can do that without leaving the country. it's just then when i realized how in love i am with the city. through the years giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1070424674685074902003-12-03T12:11:00.000+08:002003-12-03T12:11:25.133+08:00same shit, different day!giantmaishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07752467159309162025noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6078001.post-1070424579609261092003-12-03T12:09:00.000+08:002003-12-03T12:09:50.073+08:00
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