after two nights of being a drama queen, i guess i have decided to finally move on. i couldn't say that i fully understand his decision but it's senseless for me to continue whining and ranting about me and him. maybe it would make him happy. and after i've done some reflections on this issue, i am getting more benefits from the break up from him. i just felt no hatred...it just felt so right...but it was so painful. probably being a jester makes you numb. i guess i'll never get to know the real reason behind his decision but i am moving on... to being single and fabulous!