four seasons of loneliness

it's so unusual that i haven't got out from my shell during my days off. last thursday i was supposed to go to malate. i actually have dressed up already but then again when i took a look at myself in the mirror, i came to the realization that going out woudn't fill the void. earlier that morning, while i was washing the dishes, i remembered those days when i was waiting for him to come home from his shift. i'd cook for him, and do all those stuff. i missed him...and i missed him a lot. i don't really know if it's him or the fact that i miss taking care of someone. i just sat there and cried. being single does has its own disadvantages. now i am thinking, can i get used to this again?

later that night, maychelle and i had a talk. and we did a rundown of all our talents and assets. and we came to the conclusion that we actually had it all (or so we thought) but where are all the great men? are those men already in front of us but we keep ignoring them? or as carrie actually puts it "should we stop looking for great relationships and settle for fine ones?".

potah! tissue nga diyan!