crossroads

Sometimes we do things and we don't know why. Sometimes we know why and we know that the reasons are unreasonable but we do them anyway. Sometimes we choose what hurts us. Sometimes we choose the people that hurt us and we give them permission to. I don't think that we're stupid or that we're irresponsible or that we get hurt because we're not careful. I think that sometimes, we just feel so alone. We feel the need to be vulnerable. We feel the need to let our guard down. Living in this harsh, cold world can sometimes cause us to put up so many walls and sometimes our arms ache from holding them up all the time. Sometimes, we let people in... and sometimes, it's the wrong people. How can we tell if it's the wrong or right people we let in? We never can and that's what makes it so unfair.

But you always find out sooner or later if you made the right decision. And when you find that you let the right person in, then you find out that taking the risk and all the fear that came with it, was worth the risk.

-for you maysh...i love you dear soul