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Dear Aries your sign is that of energetic Aries, the first sign of the zodiac, the sign that is associated with Spring, and the symbol of rebirth and all beginnings.

Mars, the planet of action, is the ruler of your sign, and provides you with an extra portion of activity, assertiveness, and willpower. This makes you the fighter and the pioneer of the zodiac, who faces challenges with courage and bravery. If you do something you do it with passion and determination! If something bores you, you quickly move on to more interesting things.

You are the first of the three fire signs, an ambitious and charismatic individual, cheerful and enthusiastic in your undertakings. Others see you as outgoing and self-confident, and like to be around you.

As an Aries, you rule the first house, the section in the chart wheel that describes the outward behavior of a person, the disposition, appearance, manners, and the sense of self.

You are a cardinal sign, which means that you don't wait around until others take action. In other words, you initiate action immediately, forcefully, and directly.

Your strengths lie in your qualities as a leader; you inspire and motivate others with your enthusiasm, honesty, and straightforwardness. Since you are competitive, you need challenges like others need air to breathe. You are known for pushing any obstacles out of the way, and trust your instinctive nature. Your independence and power allow you to achieve your goals easily.

However, you have your share of weaknesses, too; for example, you can be impatient, and run the risk of acting too impulsively. At times, you can be self-centered, and tend to overlook that others might have a different point of view. When they do, you can become stubborn and intolerant. Also, since you are slightly unorganized and unsettled, you are capable of driving others crazy.

the nonsensical post

earlier this morning, my glam gurus talked to me through their songs... madonna sang the "power of goodbye" and janet sang "someone to call my lover". maybe this situation is not really worth blogging but i am anyway, and you're reading this so you don't have a choice. but anyway, let's drop the topic. There is this character in the office, let's just call him Mr. V whom i find interesting. He's really cute in a gayish way and he's always projecting that i-am-cute-and-i-am-a-flashy-dresser image. I don't really know how i became close to him but in just a snap of a finger i became attracted to him. I just love challenges and this one is very interesting because he seemed so non-reactive.

When he told me that he's going to miss me after training, everything changed. Is it the challenge that draws me to him? Ho-hum. This post is getting long... i better get off before i say anything that will reveal Mr. V's identity. blah!!!!!!!!!!

training is almost over. back on the phone again. i'm gonna miss mah bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday i didn't want to go home from work. i knew that he will be there and i just felt anxiety. when i arrived there, i saw him sleeping and suddenly i just felt the urge to hug him...but i didn't. i am afraid that i might scare him from coming home again. well, last night was a blast. maychelle and i went to millennia for the marooned party. the brew rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!! " a little bit of friction baby...action satisfaction"... well, i don't know where this post is going but all i know is that i am having a headache! lord, di na po ulit ako iinom ng dalawang bote lang!

stressed, wounded, hurt, confused, angry, clueless, freaked out... horny....daggumit!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


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after three years of being involved in a relationship, i was able to enjoy the gay party scene again. i visited malate for the second time last saturday and the place looked very different. everything is bigger, wilder, glamorous. but the sex was still there. when i went home, i suddenly realized how malate made me feel so unhappy...i don't know but in a way, going back there makes me realize how shallow my life is. sheesh. today, i viewed his friendster account. a testimonial from one of his friends made somehow confirmed my suspicions that he is actually seeing someone else. i don't know to react to it. well, it sucks...i am hurt...and i think i'll go and get another beer!

after two nights of being a drama queen, i guess i have decided to finally move on. i couldn't say that i fully understand his decision but it's senseless for me to continue whining and ranting about me and him. maybe it would make him happy. and after i've done some reflections on this issue, i am getting more benefits from the break up from him. i just felt no hatred...it just felt so right...but it was so painful. probably being a jester makes you numb. i guess i'll never get to know the real reason behind his decision but i am moving on... to being single and fabulous!

First online journal entry. Can't get to sign up with live journal so i guess i'm stuck with this one. Life sucks...and i'm an alcoholic

You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


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